My life

So I figured I'd actually update this even though I never ever use it (other than to read what everyone else is up to lol). So school has officially started *sniffle* :P I am NOT excited about this. I have so many projects/presentations this semester :( Yeah it's gonna suck. Other than school...my birthday was Wednesday :) I am officially old enough to drink haha The only crappy part of my birthday was the fact that I had class at 8am. Whoever thought it was a good idea to have class at 8am is a retard and needs mental help :P Oh and whoever thought a 4 hour class was a good idea should be slapped in the head really hard lol But I don't think that will be too bad cause it seems like an interesting class.

So anyways. Yesterday I hung out with Jess all day and then we met up with Kari-Lynn and went out to eat at Sebago Brewing Co. I bought my first legal drink haha ;) It tasted just like a red skittle. It was soooooo good! Next I wanna try the grapple martini lol went and saw the Illusionist. It wasn't bad but it was kinda boring. I did like it though....other than the fact that I nearly fell asleep through some of it lol Today there's the family thing for me and my dad since his birthday is 4 days before mine. So we're having lobster and steak...yummy!! I love lobster lol Tomorrow me and Jess are going to the Gretchen Wilson & Josh Turner concert! That's gonna be awesome! I can't wait. Other than that there's not really much that's new. Life is the same as usual I guess lol So yeah...I should go get dressed and do some of the stuff my mom asked like a good kid :P later

Wow...So it's been over 2 months since I last updated this thing? I check it a lot just never feel like updating.
So...I've been working and hanging out w/ Jess a lot lately lol That's pretty much it. In 2 weeks I'm going to see Breaking Benjamin with Jess and Tyler!! It's gonna be so AWESOME! Car ride to NH is gonna be fun haha Then August 12th I'm going to a Red Sox game with my parents and Jess...And then hopefully me and Jess will be going to another game the week of the 13th cause we got some free tickets that we're waiting on...Knowing our luck it's all a freakin scam :P So yeah...That's really pretty much it. I think I'm just gonna go cause I'm not really in the mood to update haha I thought I was and now I'm not...later

Wow so it's definatly been a while since I last updated...my bad!! So what have I been up to? Uh...School is almost out for summer, I just have to go to class tonight and I'm done :) Until next semester anyways lol I can't wait! So I've been mostly hanging out with Jess, Brian, and Ralph...Last Friday Jess, Brian, Ralph, Rainna, and I went to the beach in Cape Elizabeth...it was soooo nice :) And then Amy and Brian's friend Kelly joined us to Friendly's and we had ice cream and stuff....I've been to Fort Williams a couple times now and it's just an amazing place :) I love it! On Monday, Jess, Brian, Ralph and I went to the Fort out at SMCC and yeah...that was fun...Minus walking on the large rocks to the lighthouse. I was incredibly freaked out by that. We got back to LAND and I was definatly shaking I was so freaked out. Walking out was horrible...Jess and Brian were helping me out...Then we got to the lighthouse and Brian made a joke that made me feel like a huge loser...*shrugs* on the way back I told him I could do it and he could go ahead so he did...Then we sat around for a while and then went out and drove around a lot lol We ended up staying out till 1:30 with Ralph--dropped him off at his house and then went to the airport and sat in the truck until 2:30ish...he drove us to Jess' car and we drove home...It was a lot of fun :) Minus the fact that I pissed Josh off cause I told him I'd call him when I got home and he went to bed before I got home...whatever. :\
So anyways...I guess that's enough of an update for now...I don't know when I'll update again lol probably another 2 months ;) hehe later

So it's been nearly a month since I last updated...Nothing much has been going on. School sucks but I'm on vaca...Although I'm at the school right now waiting for Jess to get outta class lol We're going to the gym w/ Desiree after they get outta class...So yeah. I'm in the library waiting..Listening to some Sugarcult..Gotta love it lol I'm bored outta my mind...hmm...So. School has been driving me insane lately. Stupid evil technical graphics is the reason. I manage to do well on the drawings, but it's stressful. Every little detail..and crap. I don't read the book, which I should..But I'm lazy and don't want to lol Other classes are good...Internet website is rather fun I guess...Sorta. OSHA is ok..The teacher is funny so that makes up for the boring subject matter right? My other 2 classes are ok. I did my presentation and managed a B+ on it. Now I gotta write a paper...and a paper for my other class...ew. They're both due on the 24th I think...or somewhere around there anyways. Same week...Same teacher too...if he's not evil at all! lol Oh well.
So anyways. I've been spending a lot of time "partying" it up lately...although not the past couple weeks. But for a while there it was an every weekend deal which was fun. Can't wait to turn 21 so I can finally be legal! Just a few more months though ;) Then I can finally go out with Jess and go to some bars/clubs? lol It'll be fun!
hmm...So...the 26th will be one month for me & Josh ;) I really hope I can convince my mom to let me go visit him this summer...Jess and Desiree want to go lol Although I must say, when I told Jess how long the flight is she nearly died lol She'll be fine though..it's just a plane ;) right Jess?? hehe Ok well this entry is long enough...I'm gonna go now lol later

Last night was definatly an awesome night. Ok so I worked 12-7 which sucked...Jess, Rainna, and Joe show up at 6:45 and I'm like "woah, I definatly have 15 minutes left" lol So I get out and change and then we went and parked my car at Desiree's and went out to the mall...Had some supper and walked around the whole mall...Went to Borders for the longest time but it passed by really fast and it wasnt that bad until we decided to sit in the cafe area lol Then it was slow and boring, but that's ok. Went over to Old Navy to wait for Desiree...Realized we didn't have any big red cups *solo cups...gotta have the solo cups for a party!!!* So we went to walmart but they were closed...Went to the gas station at the corner and me & Rainna go in to get the cups...We couldn't find them so she asks the guy "do you have any big red cups?" haha I coulda died laughing. But he told us where they were and we went to pay and he's like "I'm not out till 11:30......that's ok, you go on ahead without me" it was weird considering he was kinda old lol Oh well. Went back to Old Navy and waited for Desiree..She finally got out at 11:something. Went to her place and she had to take a shower so we just started without her...I was definatly the first to finish my drink since we played teenage drunk driver lol Played some more card games....Everyone but me and Desiree got pretty good and drunk...Or at least, really buzzed. I got a good buzz but I didn't get drunk...Only cause my captain was gone in like...2 hours? lol I had 2 captain and cokes and a shot of captain...We played twister...That was fun lol I won everytime..maybe cause I only had a buzz going on and not drunkeness? lol Then at one point, I'm sitting on the couch...Jess was coming to sit next to me and I went to get up or something...I dunno what happened but somehow she managed to basically punch me in the nose...or hit me really hard in the nose...I heard a crunch and it hurt SOOOO bad. It definatly brought tears to my eyes it hurt so bad lol Then I had a splitting headache the rest of the night, which really sucked cause I couldn't exactly take tylenol after having alcohol in me...I had to suffer the rest of the night. It still hurts, I need to go take a tylenol here pretty quick. I was taking a shower and went to wipe my face and it killed lol So anyways...We all went to bed around 3...cept I had to help Jess to the bathroom since she was a little bit on the tipsy side lol I ended up falling asleep around 3:30...Woke up at 7 and couldn't fall asleep. Finally did...Woke up a little before 8:30 and finally decided, fuck it..I'm awake! Got up and got dressed...I was gonna attempt to clean up a little bit but the trash can was full so I kinda just dumped out the cups and stacked them together...Sat around waiting to see if anyone was gonna actually wake up...Every once in a while I would see someone awake..Rainna talked a little bit...Then finally at 9:30 I told Rainna I had to leave and I came home...Took a shower...Now I'm waiting for 11:30 so I can go to work :P lol

Anyways...Thursday I moved stuff in my room around. I got rid of one shelf thingy, put my tv stand together (all this done with the help of my dad lol) It's still a bit messy but I haven't been able to really clean it yet lol It's not bad though. Better than before! I also got a different tv...My dad gave me his old one since my mom just got him a new one for christmas...I got a vcr since my old tv was a tv/vcr in one...I also managed to get cable outta this deal ;) how much does that rock??? Now I can live in my room...Just gotta leave for food, bathroom, and school/work lol Awesomeness. oh and my parents also questioned me that night about who I've been talking to until 1am...if only they knew it was really 3am??? hehe not everynight is 3am though so :P I kinda just looked at them and said nobody and my mom was like "who is it?? Josh???" uh..no? lol She's like "what could you guys possibly have to talk about that late at night???" and I kinda looked at her and was like "well they're 3 hours behind us so it's not my fault" lol or something like that..She just looked at me funny...OH WELL :)
Ok well this is long enough...I need some tylenol really bad right now, so I'm just gonna go! later

It's finally vacation!!! I love it! Especially since I don't have to go back to work till Friday :) hehe So 5 days off...Rocks! ;) So Saturday I was working...Get a call from KL...So I called her back and she said I was spending the night at her house so we could all drink and stuff...So I was kinda reluctant cause I worked 12-7 and I didn't eat much at all...So I was like "I dunno...." bad idea...No food, bad idea lol But I went..We went and got Jess when she got outta work. Started the night off with 2 shots of Mcgillicuddy's...which is really yummy! Had strawberry soda & absolut...a shot of cinnamon shnapps..a couple cran/grape & absoluts...then I decided, hey lets take a big gulp of absolut by itself...THAT was a bad idea! I can't stand straight vodka...YUCK. I definatly got sick...and yeah, that wasn't good :P I still feel bad!!!! So the rest of the night I drank water...But lets just say the night was insane. I called Josh a few times lol He claims that I'm an adorable drunk on the phone :P riiiight.
So anyways. Went to bed at 4..a little after anyways...Woke up at 7:something..then the alarm went off at 7:30 and everyone finally got up. Came home and took a shower, went to Jess' and she took a shower...Went to the mall and Jess got a pair of jeans...Came home and I ended up falling asleep for 1.5 hours...When I woke up my mom asked me what time I went to bed and I was like "uh..I dunno..." lol She made me fix her supper since she "always" makes me supper :P So I did...Josh called a little later...talked to him for nearly the rest of the night? Although when we weren't on the phone, I watched Saw 2 which wasn't bad. Although I saw online they might be making a Saw 3...SERIOUSLY. How many do they need to make? lol But I did like this last one more than the first. So anyways...talked to Josh until 3am..Finally he went to bed since he had to get up early for work and I kept telling him he should lol
So today I worked on my project for quite a while...a couple hours maybe? Although all I got done was create a blend and a tutorial at the same time...Put the steps in a powerpoint thingy and stopped there lol I need to add more to the powerpoint about Chicago...and some other stuff I guess...Not really sure yet. I watched Saw 2 with my dad...I think in all I'll probably see this movie 3 times lol cause I gotta watch it with Jess :) hehe So yeah..that's been my day...I can't wait for a lazy week filled with doing homework lol :P Ok well this is long enough...I'm just gonna go now lol later

I am so incredibly bored right now. I'm in the library waiting for Jess to get outta class...I've got a while before she gets out considering it's only 11:35 and she doesn't get out till 12:15 lol I'm really tired right now...Just sitting here. Staring at the computer screen. It's making me tired lol I did my homework for my website development class...I think I did it right anyways...It's really crappy but oh well. I'm too lazy to make it all spiffy lol
So...Life has been rather boring. I go to class, work, occasionally hang out with Jess when we both have time off...Go to the gym, which is what I'm waiting for right now lol Uh...Yeah..Doesn't my life sound so exciting! I think I've figured out a project for my conference leading class...But I dunno yet. I really need to figure out if it'll all work out ok. Yuck. I still have homework due tomorrow for technical drawing that I haven't even started! Crap! I knew I should have done it yesterday instead of being lazy and not doing anything lol I'm gonna have to do it tonight...That's sucky.
Blah...I'm so bored! Sitting at this computer, listening to my music, and doing absolutely nothing...ICK. Ok well I guess I can go look for something to do online...Other than sit here and babble about nothing at all lol Later

Not much has happened lately. School is gonna suck this semester! I'm still unsure of my conference leading project, but I think I might have something figured out. My OSHA class is gonna suck, I already know it cause we have 6-2 page papers due on the 13th....He wouldn't really give us much info monday cause he talked about it the day I missed class and figured we should have been there since he was. Ass. He claims that people who missed class can ask someone else in the class about it. Yeah...Whatever. One of my other class' the teacher decides that field trips are a must...are we back in high school or something? And what sucks about these field trips is that we have to drive ourselves to these places...He claims he'll give us directions and all that..WTF? What kind of bull is that? I don't mind the ones where it's just a quick drive to P-town or something...But he wants us to drive to the poland springs plant and he said it's a bit of a drive...why doesn't he just have us go to the one in hollis? Hell, I'd be extatic about that one. Just a 10 minute drive for me lol My other 2 classes are ok...But we've got some big projects :P Yuck.
So today was ok. Last night I couldn't sleep cause I was stressed about school and homework and crap. Finally I fell asleep a little after 1...Worked 8-2 today...I dug my finger AGAIN blowing up balloons and crap...Denise came in and offered to do some of the balloons for me...So here I am, tying the ribbon on the balloon and Denise starts blowing up one and suddenly it blows up right in my face lol Talk about loud balloon!! So then at 1, Tiffany comes in and kicks me outta my spot...went on lunch and came back and stood around for half an hour...What could possibly be any better? hehe Actually it was boring but oh well :P lol Ok well, I guess I'm gonna go cause I keep pausing to watch The Wedding Planner lol later!

I should be doing homework right now...But I'm not cause I'm a bum. I got some of it done, I just have to put it in order and then kinda make an evaluation sheet type thing. I've got pretty much everything listed out..so yeah..I'm good.
So anyways. School is rather boring as usual. I like my website development class, it's pretty interesting so far. But I don't want to jynx it yet so *knock on wood* :) hehe Technical graphing is ok...Not bad, but I'm not a very good drawer so it's going to be an interesting class. Industrial organization, supervision, and management is really boring. It's going to be a sucky class but luckily Tom & Mark are there to keep me sane. Mark is actually in 3 of my classes this semester which is weird, but I only talk to him in that class really lol Conference leading is going to SUCK ASS! I'm going to have to lead a conference, it can't be any short or longer than 35 minutes, we have to get the class involved and actually enjoy it. ick. It's going to suck cause I don't even know what I want to do my project on. Yuck!! I was thinking mens softball vs. womens but I don't know...I haven't gone to my Occupational safety and health class...But Tom went and told me it was pretty interesting and they got out early. I was going to go but it was on Monday 7-9:30 and decided the roads were too horrible for me to go! I did feel horrible about it though...Especially since it was the first class of the semester :\ oh well. I'd rather live thank you very much! I didn't feel so bad when Mark said he skipped class Monday night too...he had a class the same time and said the roads were too horrible and he has a truck, although he said it's only 2 wheel drive. So yeah.
Right now I'm waiting for Jess to get outta her class. After her class we're going to the gym..woohoo lol We're not gonna do quite as much as we did last time though cause Desiree kinda hurt herself and has stitches in her hand...Yeah, can you say major owwy?! lol Wow am I incredibly bored...and I really hate this keyboard...I'm not used to this...my hands are kinda below the keyboard, I'm used to having a laptop where they're above it, or with my dads computer where it's lower than this...Weird. So anyways...It's almost 11:30...I'm incredibly bored..I still have to do my homework for tonight. Ick. Life sucks at the moment lol just cause of homework and the fact that I have conference leading tonight :( I'm the ONLY girl in the class, if that could be any worse...Ick. Ok well...I guess this is long enough, I've put off homework too long now lol later

Bump had his surgery on his eyes yesterday...Mom went with them, so when they dropped her off she made me go look cause he wanted to show me. It was really swollen but once that goes down he's going to see a lot better, which I'm glad. Especially since he's blind in one eye and now his eyelid isn't going to be droopy over his eye that he can see out of.

So anyways...I went to work yesterday, 11-7 :P I work 11-7 today too..But anyways...I get to work and suddenly hear sirens everywhere, which I figured there was an accident/fire somewhere...So I go inside and start working and everything...then I hear that there was a really bad accident of a truck vs. a school bus..One person, a 19 year old girl, that was driving the truck died on the scene which sucks really bad :( 2 more are critical and the students on the school bus (there were only 4) are fine...So that was the big thing at work yesterday...This one guy (rugman) came in and I guess people were talking about it and he told Tina that he felt bad for the truck...How can a man be so rude and inconsiderate?! I hate that guy...Tina wanted to slap him, which if he would have told me that I probably would have wanted to too :P Stupid old man who sucks at life. ooo I also gave Denise the Finding Nemo pictures I told her I'd give her...She was like "whats this?" and took it outta the bag and looked at them and was like "OMG these are soooo nice!!!" and she loved them...she kept looking at them too lol she wouldn't stop. She claims she wants to frame them and put them in her bedroom, while her husband said to put them in the kids room...haha but she said no cause they'd ruin the pictures. Too funny.

So you know what sucks really bad? I went to my conference leading class Thursday night and was the ONLY girl in the class and come to find out we're going to have these projects where we have to lead a conference for 35 minutes...We don't talk the whole time, the other students have to be involved in it...but still! It sucks! I wish I had a smart dog cause I'd definatly do the project where you teach the other students the dog clicker commands and can bring a dog and everything...yeah, that would be an awesome project! But my dog is too dumb and wouldn't be able to learn that...and the fact that he'd jump all over every person in the room wouldn't help. I have no clue what I wanna do a project on either :\ So there's only one class I haven't had yet, which I'm not looking forward to cause its 7-9:30PM. I've heard it's an easy class, but still! Sucky?! lol Ok well Jess is talking to me now so I'm just gonna go..later

How is everyone? Hopefully good in this crappy weather! The wind is insane, trees are being knocked over onto wires EVERYWHERE. I was pumping gas today and the lights turned off, the pump stopped...Had to go in and she told me to start over and she would add to what I already had...So I started pumping again and realized that it stopped at 20.72 so I did some quick math and rounded it off so it would come to $30...Yeah, I let it get REALLY low for some reason...Got home and come to find out a tree had been knocked over onto wires just down the street. So anyways...School started yesterday. I had class 4:10-6:40 which was internet website development which, honestly, seems like a really interesting class!! Some of it when he was going over the syllabus was boring, and I found myself drifting to my own little world...but then I'd realize it and pay attention lol That happened a couple times...A couple people I graduated with are in that class, and also a guy that I've had 2 other classes is in there--Mark...So anyways we've started making a little homepage with our pictures and stuff...I look like a retard in my picture lol But that was that class..Came home and downloaded the stuff he recommended to us...talked to Josh on AIM, read some HP and went to bed. This morning I went to Technical Graphics--Mark is also in that class lol Come to find out, we need to buy some stuff for the class-a drawing kit. So after drawing a horrible picture, I went to the bookstore, trying to find what I needed, the lady helped me but it wasn't where she was looking...So then, in walks Mark...looking for the same thing..So I told him they didn't have it..He went to ask if we could reserve it and they said no but they looked it up to see when it would be in, and come to find out there were some in a different spot!! Only 2 left too! So we got them and talked while waiting in line...Asked what he had for classes, he has another class with me...So we have 3 classes together lol So he's like "I'll see you tonight?" and I wasn't sure cause I don't know my schedule so I just said maybe...see you later...and he left and I paid..Came home...oo the lights are flickering--LOSE POWER!!! So my dad sees that I bought all this stuff and he's like "you know, I have all this!" so he went to look at all his stuff and he does...But oh well...And the sad thing--he has a compass set and it's like, 10 times better than the compass they gave me..But oh well, I won't have to worry about ruining his! I am borrowing his protractor..I needed a drawing board, and he had one but it's kinda chipped on the edges and stuff...So I need to go buy one--Jess, feel like going to A.C. Moore with me???? :) hehe So now I'm waiting to go to my next class--4:10-6:40...yuck. It's a management course too :P yuck. I guess Mark almost took conference leading but decided to take project management or something like that instead...I wish I woulda known that I could do that...I definatly wouldn't be taking conference leading if I'd have known that before!!! So anyways...I guess this is long enough for now...I shall update more at another time! Later!!

So it's been a while since my last update! School starts soon..I really don't wanna go back. But I must if I want my education :P Not much has really happened...I've gone to the movies with Jess, how great is this--for $3!!! My mom has the portland dine around card so we went to Smitty's and it's buy one get one free, and it's $6 so we split the cost...Then buy food lol It's great! Gotta love it!! So we've seen Family Stone and Fun with Dick & Jane..Both good movies--Family Stone was sooo good though. I cried. Umm...Went to North Conway with Jess on Thursday--that was fun! I got sneakers, pants, a shirt, and some cute little thingys from this store called the penguin or whatever...Yeah. It was fun. I almost bought Tyler a penguin since I know how much he likes them...But I didn't. I've spent most of my days off reading Harry Potter..Just cause I want to and I have nothing better to do lol I worked 12-7 yesterday, boring. And 8-1 today. I nearly puked on my break today though...This guy that works with us, Nick--someone I really don't like--decided to go on break the same time as me, GOODY! Not. So I sit down and start eating my little cup of peaches thingy..He walks in a little after me *it took him a while so I was hopeful in thinking maybe he was going somewhere else on his break* so that was a bit of a disappointment...He sits down and starts taking the stuff he bought out of the bag...I nearly gagged watching him eat. Lets see, he started with chicken fingers, then he had a boston cream donut, then went back to his chicken fingers, then pulled out a muffin, but still eating the chicken fingers...Drank some soda out of a 2 liter bottle of diet pepsi, pulled out ANOTHER boston cream donut and ate that, finished the chicken....OMG I NEARLY GAGGED RIGHT THERE!!! It was so wrong and gross...It was like watching a little piggy eating its food..And he wasn't exactly eating slow either...he was freaking chowing down...omg yeah, I'm so disgusted by that...eww! Lets just say, I decided to end my break a little early! So anyways...Work was fairly interesting..Denise came in and I told her that the store doesn't sell the refill thingys for the swiffer duster...She was like "WHAT?!?!" and went to look for herself, hoping that I missed it..Came back and was very disappointed...Wes comes down and she decides to tell him about how 3 things that she loves have now disappeared and he wrote down what she wanted *minus one since he isn't in charge of that* and left...He mostly came down to see if his pictures were in yet...So then they come in and I see him walking by again and yelled at him to come get them lol he's like "perfect timing!!!" lol He was making fun of Denise though cause yesterday she was making fun of him, saying he was whining all day...So he's like "is she not whining right now?!" looking at me, and Denise was like "I'm not whining, I'm bitching!" lol A customer was standing there the whole time, and Denise looks over and was like "see what we put up with..it's not just you guys who don't get what you want, we don't either!" hehe

Anyways...Now I'm home...bored outta my skull. I haven't finished my book, so I'm thinking I'm gonna go read more, I just felt the need to make a quick update :) Later

So today hasn't been so bad. I woke up extremely annoyed cause I had to go talk to my professor...I really didn't want to go considering I really don't like this guy..But I went anyways! So I got there a little early, his door was closed so I didn't know what to do...So I went to the bathroom, came out and the door was open but his back was to the door...So I walked by, wondering if I should say anything..Knocked on the door and he told me to go in. He kept telling me how he was upset that he never got to know me cause he likes to get to know everyone...He's like I know when I graduated college and went to grad school it was difficult cause I was like you and didn't get to know many teachers, so I didn't have anybody to go to for recommendations.... blah blah blah...Went over my grades..He was disappointed about my final cause I did HORRIBLE! But I told him I don't know what went wrong, but I didn't really understand the last few chapters, it was all a mess in my head...He said I should have spent more time on my project and asked questions..I told him I didn't have much time...He asked why. Asked where I worked, how many hours I work, what I do, all this annoying crap. DUDE! YOU'RE NOT MY FRIEND! Geez. Yeah...That got kinda boring. But in the end he looked at my e-grade and saw that I did really well on most of it so he said I could do the last 2 assignments, send them to him through email and it should bring my grade up to a C. So in the end I can't complain too much about him...Most teachers wouldn't do that. The only other time I've had a grade changed was with my history class and that was only cause he forgot to put in one of my grades lol

Anyways. Came home and watched tv. Did laundry...Worked on some of the homework, but never finished cause I couldn't concentrate and wasn't in the mood to do it right then...I got quite a bit done though. Watched Harry Potter & the Prizoner of Azkaban...oo I finished book 4 yesterday! I read 11 chapters in one day--then started book 5! So I read about 244 pages in one day. Who knew I could read so much in one day?! hehe Anyways..after POA I watched Dark Water which was incredibly boring and stupid. My dad said it was good but it really wasn't! I was bored the whole time and really got annoyed by that. Yeah...Read another chapter of book 5...and now I'm watching tv. Adopt a platoon called me tonight. That was a bit of a shock. My mom said the phone was for me so I was like "uhh..ok....who's calling me at 8pm???" So I pick it up and it was them...Pretty spiffy. I'm gonna have a pen-pal! Right now I feel kinda sick, so I guess I shouldn't have eaten that ice cream...Ick. I should go to bed since I work tomorrow...OMG my sister asked me to be in her wedding...I said yes...She wants me to go to this thing at holiday inn by the bay on Saturday night..Really don't want to go but I am. It should be interesting. Well...I guess this is long enough..later

Happy New Year everyone!!!! :) Hope you all had a good time and all that other fun stuff lol

So here's how my news years eve went...Got up and worked 10-6:30ish (got out early), came home and got my stuff together and went to Jess' for the night...Yeah so umm..next time I'm planning on drinking--remind me to eat during the day. I definatly only ate some potato wedges and a kit kat at work....That was it! Yeah I'm smuckin fart! So I bought food to bring to Jess, got home and got all my stuff and went to her house. Get the pizza ready to go in the oven and we all have a shot, I decided to have 2. I had a shot of bailey's and a shot of bacardi...And lets just say I did NOT like the bacardi...Nasty. I'll stick to captain thank you very much. So I managed to keep the bacardi down...Drank soda really fast though lol We start playing cards, I had a strawberry soda and absolut..yummmmy! I definatly got drunk REALLY fast though. It kinda sucked cause Kris & Kyle were making fun of me...Jess was too cause she's a bum like that lol :) Yeah I was drunk by 8:30...how sad is that? Kris made a NASTY drink and dared me to chug it if he won the game of asshole...he won and I chugged a little bit of it which was a reeeeeally bad idea! It had every alcohol that was available to him and some other stuff....It was gross and it had floaties ok...Nasty. I nearly puked right then and there...So we made more drinks and went into Jess' room for the night since Kris & Kyle had to be up at 4 to go fishing. What do we decide to do? Get online. Yep. I was a smart one and decided lets IM Josh...he was away thank god...But I IMed him and decided to tell him that he may be really hot but he can at least talk to us...Yeah. Go me. I'm just oh-so-cool like that. Out of nowhere Jess calls Kari-Lynn...I still don't know why but I went with it...We talked to her...I kept telling her I love her...Jess then went on to ask if KL hated her and all this other stuff...it was awkward...Then Jim IMs us cause I gave him Jess' sn for some odd reason...This guy that I haven't talked to since high school...Yeah, that was fun. Jess spit all over the computer, still not sure why...But I know she did. Then she stepped on the power outlet and turned it off...So we had to restart the computer and thats when I decided to lay down....I ended up puking 2 or 3 times after that...Had to run to the bathroom...I swear Jess has an iron stomach cause she was there with me the whole time. I must say, after that experience I have one of the bestest friends ever!!! Fell asleep after that...Woke up at 12:06ish...Realized I missed the ball drop which kinda annoyed me cause I haven't missed it since I was in elementary school! But I ended up falling asleep anyways. Woke up at 4ish to Jess' dad, Kris and Kyle talking and getting ready to leave for their fishing trip...At this point I REALLY wanted a glass of water..But I eventually fell back asleep. Woke up at 7ish and ran to the bathroom to puke AGAIN. Yeah I thought I was done earlier but I wasn't...There apparently was more in me. After that I got my drink of water lol Went back to bed but couldn't fall asleep...Eventually I did. Had a REALLY weird dream. Finally around 10 we got up...Had orange juice..Jess' dad was home, he caught a huge fish. He's gonna have it mounted and stuff...Pretty spiffy. Left a little after 12 since I have to work 2-9 today..I really don't want to. Right now I have a headache. I was fine earlier, lounging around in their living room...Now I have a headache. But I can't let my dad know cause then he'll know I was drinking last night lol Ok well this is long enough now so I'm just gonna go get ready for work since I have to leave pretty soon! Later

So....Woke up today...was just layin in bed listenin to music when suddenly I get a phone call...It was Jess lol So I talked to her for a little while...She said that she was talking to KL online and they wanted to go to the mall...I told her I wanted to go but wasn't sure since I was supposed to go to the doctor today

Ok-suddenly a couple of days ago I noticed on my arm a small little circle of dots on my arm that were itching like crazy. Next thing I knew--the next day they were on my elbow...Then on my other arm and elbow...Christmas day I noticed they were starting to go onto my legs...Yesterday I just broke down from the itching and got sooooo frustrated and annoyed that I just randomly started crying..My parents came home with Amanda and I told my mom...Amanda heard and was suggesting that I had chicken pox since I had them when I was a baby and could have them now. She looked at my back and said she didn't see anything...So they suggested that I'm allergic to the laundry detergent I used since we ran out of Tide. So my mom decided she wanted to bring me to the doctor today..She called and they only had an appointment at 3 so I said that we'll go tomorrow...So lucky me I get to go to the doctor tomorrow...

ANYWAYS. Back to where I was before...Got online and talked to Jess & KL on there...Put clothes in the wash to hopefully get that stuff outta my clothes so I could have clean clothes that won't kill me :P lol Jess came over...went out to the mall and hung out w/ KL. I got 2 new pairs of jeans...they're really long though :\ but oh well. I'll survive, I think. hehe Got 2 tank tops from old navy. uh...went to Bullmoose and got 5 cd's (2 big & rich cd's, lindsay lohan's new cd, trapt's new cd, and story of the year's new cd)...Got our Bob Marley tickets!!!!! hehe Went to eat at the Macaroni Grill...Yummy! My fettucini alfredo was soupy but still good lol The waitor kept asking if I wanted him to go back and add more noodles to try and soak up some of the soupiness lol He was a pretty cool waitor..a lot better than the one we had at applebees!! So...Went to go back to KL's...Some girl cut us off so Jess kinda followed REALLY close lol just to piss her off...We lost at one point...Then some other lady cut us off and was pointing to our light that was red...apparently being in the middle of an intersection behind stopped cars doesn't mean anything, she still has the right to pull out infront of us...So Jess kinda followed close to her..Then we met up with our first friend, which Jess was so happy about...Followed her really close again...at one point she changed lanes into the left lane and went around the car infront of them to get away from us...But we met up with her again...Just cause we're nice like that lol yeah I think Jess pissed her off but she deserved it for going when she wasn't supposed to!! Stupid masshole :P Went to KL's...got supper and then watched tv...Finally left to go to the movies and got there just in time. We saw King Kong which is a REALLY good movie!!!!! I laughed...I jumped...I cried...hehe by far a really good movie and I want it now! But now I'm home...The second I walked in my mom said that Oreo was pacing, looking for me lol uh...just took some benedryl so hopefully I'll be falling asleep soon :) so I'm gonna go read and go to bed..later!

Merry Christmas!!! Hope everyone had a good day and got everything they wished for :) I got all I wished for and then some. So I guess I can list some of it...

Philips 6GB MP3 player <--my major gift that I LOVE!
PJ's--I could seriously live in these pants lol
Sheets for my bed
gift certificates to:
pac sun (2)
victorias secret
bullmoose (2)
sears
some money--shopping!!!
Stuff for my hope chest:
Mini food chopper
Coffee maker
Pots
stuff to hold food
letter and key holder thingy
silverwear
cookie sheets
cutting board
and other stuff that I just can't think of right now. I'm just overly excited to finally have an mp3 player!! It's really good quality too. I already uploaded all my music to it...365 songs lol only used 1.something GB...I think I might put some pictures on it if I can figure that out...Show people my animals hehe and find some other pictures if I feel like it.

So anyways!!! Yesterday I worked 10-6 :P fun fun. A man that works in the produce cut his thumb off early in the morning while doing receiving and stuff. Which SUCKS cause he's a really nice guy and he was gonna spend his christmas with his WHOLE family--all his kids and grandchildren...Which he's never done before. So I feel really bad for him. I guess they're gonna sew his thumb back on--or try to. So work sucked. Incredibly busy! Got out a little late--6:10...Then came home and ended up going with my parents to my uncles house...it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Hailee was super-cute. My gram & bump got her this adorable little vest that was fury and bright pink..it was SO cute. Hailee LOVED it. And then my mom just gave her my old double-bladed ice skates from when I was little...She LOVED those too...She ran into the kitchen and was like "look mommy!!!! I can go ice skating" hehe it was so cute. She's going to be 4 soon. too cute.

Today I woke up at 8:30ish...We opened our presents at 11..Found out Heather & Dan are engaged...So now its official--we can't get rid of him! Which sucks. I should be happy--but I'm not. Heather deserves someone better and someone her OWN age. Whatever. At 3:30 we went to gram & bumps...Had supper...Sarah and Jessie couldn't believe Heather is engaged...Yeah. Me & Sarah played a card game called Speed...Then me, Jessie, Sarah and Amanda played Sequence...Me and Jess won 5-0 ;) We just kick butt!!! Jeff won't stop saying "the rest of your life" since I was like "so now I'm stuck with him for the rest of my life"...yeah. he thought it was funny. Anyways..That's pretty much my day. My major excitement is my mp3 player :) Yay!!!! It's sooooo cute. It's all black and its got a little screen and it's basically touch screen type thing..the screen doesn't work if you touch it but the buttons are that way. It's too cool. And they light up blue...Black & blue--my fav ;) Ok I'm gonna shut up now. This is definatly long enough. Later

School is over!!! I still have 2 homework assignments to do online but I will tomorrow or later lol I'm too tired to right now. My technical writing paper ended up being 19 pages long but there are pictures and stuff...So it's not really THAT long lol I think I did a good job on it.

Anyways...Last night my mom mentioned getting a kitten today...Yeah I was excited lol This morning I woke up at 7...Yep I was a little annoyed considering I could have slept in but didn't...Finally after laying in bed trying to fall back asleep, I gave in and got up at 7:20ish. Watched the today show with my dad...They're actually pretty funny on that show..plus they had Rachel Ray as the cook for the day...Which was awesome. So I asked my dad when we were going to go look at kittens since I kinda already had plans for the day to go hang out with Jess...He said that I wasn't even dressed so why bother...So I got dressed and he's like "well we gotta wait for your mother" blah blah blah...So I was annoyed cause when she leaves, she's gone for hours :P Anyways...Jess called and I told her and she asked to come with us and I said of course :) I was gonna ask her if she wanted to go anyways lol So she came over...We waited for my mom and finally headed to Kennebunk to search for kitties...The shelter had 4 little kittens that were the same color Smokey (a cat we used to have) was...So I automatically went to them cause I love those cats, I just think they are the prettiest ever (next to Oreo of course!!!) So to make a long story short--instead of getting a boy kitty we got a little girl that looks like our old Smokey...Her name is Missy...She's just too cute! 12 weeks old...adorable. Very curious and loves to run around. She also loves to sleep on my dads lap lol Oreo doesn't like her so far...but give it time and I think he will...once he realizes that she's not getting ALL the attention...I've been making sure to play with him as much as possible...anyways after that me & Jess headed out to P-town...We were starving so we were on the hunt for food...went to Applebee's and lets just say the waitor SUCKED! It was an all around bad experience at Applebee's...The onion peels weren't cooked enough...Jess told the waitor she didn't want tomatoes on her food, it came with them all over it. He came and asked if we wanted dessert and Jess said she wanted the chimmey cheesecake and he just walked off....I wanted to order a cheesecake too but couldnt...Someone came back with her cheesecake but none for me, so Jess said that I wanted one too and the girl walked off I think to make another one...Our waitor comes over and asked if everything was ok and Jess was like "she wanted one too..." and he's like "oh I thought you were gonna share"...So we were a little annoyed with him...Only planned to give him a $2 cause he sucked but then I kinda said "this is worse than that time we ordered out" and I could see in the corner of my eye that he was behind me cleaning....to say the least I felt like a complete ass and gave him an extra dollar in his tip...As he brought my card back he's like "have a good day...Erin" and he said it kinda rude...Oh well...He sucked as a waitor and now he knows lol

So we went to Petco and got Missy a toy for Christmas...Never did make it out to get Bob Marley tickets...I really wanted to but traffic sucked and we kinda got a kitty today...That and Jess had to work and I had to bring a paper to my teacher by 4:10 :P So yeah...Hopefully we'll be going to get tickets on Monday. So...went to my grandparents tonight too...Brought Missy up...Let her out and apparently gram thought she was Oreo the whole time until I picked her up and said be good Missy...Then it clicked and she was like "OH!!! ERIN!" haha it was funny. oo I watched A Christmas Story tonight...My dad came home and saw it on and was like "NOT THIS" but then started watching it with me and was laughing...Secretly he likes it...he just doesn't wanna admit it :) Ok well I guess this is long enough...I'm tired and I think I might go play with the kitties :) Later

So today has been fairly boring...I didn't accomplish as much as I had originally planned...I slept in till 9:30 which was nice considering I haven't slept past 9 in a LONG time. So I got up, worked on my first paper for economics for a little while...Got dressed...Finished my paper. Had lunch and decided to watch Titanic since I haven't seen the WHOLE movie in a really long time lol I planned on writing my next paper while watching it, which obviously didn't happen lol Finished the first tape, put in the 2nd...right after I started watching it, my gram calls...Tells me Jess is up and to come up...So I stopped the movie, kind of annoyed cause I wanted to watch it, but I also wanted to visit my cousin lol So my mom & dad came up with me...Brought Oreo..Hung out and talked to Jess for a while. One of her poor little kitties had to be put to sleep...I guess it was a nosey kitty and went into the neighbors car engine and...it wasn't good...had to be put to sleep. Poor kitty. And the really sad thing is it was only 5 months old. So anyways...Came home after an hour or so...Watched the rest of Titanic...Teared up at some parts lol Finally I realize what she means when she says she'll never let go and then randomly lets him sink to the bottom of the ocean lol I always thought that was a stupid part but I now realize that she means she never let go of her promise that she made with him or whatever...Cause he tells her to never let go of it and blah blah blah...Yeah. Then at the end when they show her pictures I thought it was cool cause in the movie she says she's flying--in one of the pictures she's next to a plane *she went flying...haha get it* and then theres one of her on a horse "riding like a man" which was something he was gonna teach her...yeah. I never got the movie before...Now I do though lol I'm just a dork though. My dad kept saying how they said on tv that it didn't take as long for the ship to sink like in the movie...He's like "the movie claims it took hours...blah blah blah" and I was like "No they didn't...he said earlier that it would take an hour..2 at the most..." lol so he kept saying how he saw on tv that they claim the movie is wrong...whatever.
ANYWAYS! I finished paper #2 for economics...I've got 2 more to go. Still have my technical writing paper to write too :P :\ Yuck. Can't wait to be DONE! I have some stuff to do online for accounting too...damn.

Anyways...my wrist has been bothering since that stupid snow/rain storm on Friday. I got outta work and had to clean it all off my car, and it was probably an inch of ice on top of the snow on my car. While I was cleaning it off I could feel my wrist getting worse...Yeah, that sucked. Had to keep stopping to make it stop hurting...Well ever since then it's been bothering me..Last night I wore my brace to bed and when I got up this morning I took it off and it hurt soooooo bad. I need to start doing my stretches again :\ Hmm...I think Oreo was missing Mickey earlier today. When I brought him up to gram & bumps, he obviously had to go in his house..and the last cat in there was Mickey. So we get up there and Oreo went back into his house and suddenly started meowing, which isn't normal for him when he's up to grams...Unless he's in there and I have him closed in...But this was just him laying in there, meowing...So I got him out and he went back in and was sniffing like crazy and meowed at me again...I picked up his house and he stood on his back paws and held onto the house...It was really weird. Jess said he probably missed Mickey which I'm guessing is true. I dunno though..It could just be cause he's a psycho/weird cat lol Right now he's sitting next to the house...again lol I have a weird cat. Ok this is long enough, I'm gonna go search for more stuff for my next 2 economics papers :P later

Definatly just took my math test a little while ago and I think I failed...or I know I didn't do so great on it...Half of it I didn't know...The math nazi sucks lol Driving here was fun, I found out I'm all outta windshield washer fluid...So yeah...That was interesting. After Accounting I'm going home and putting some in my car and then working on papers. EW! I shouldn't be here right now...This isn't right. It's Saturday...I should be at work right now..Not here :P So anyways...I have Sunday off work too...How great is that. I work Wednesday, Friday and Saturday. I think my cousin is home from Germany. She was online this morning and her away message said "it's good to be home" and in her profile it said she was in Scarborough...I think that's why my uncle wanted Christmas at his house...To surprise everyone with her there. I told my parents and Amanda...Big surprise it will be. Next time she shouldn't get online lol I told them not to tell Gram & Bump though. They said they wouldn't. I should be studying for this stupid final...you think I would...But I'm not that smart hehe
Ok well I'm gonna end this here...go search the net and then when I'm done I might study a little bit :) later

Classes are officially over for the semester!!!!! Finals are coming up and then I'M DONE!! for the semester..but it's all good...I need this vacation so bad. I was talking to 3 people that are in my technical writing class before it started since we were early...One guy, who's kinda cute :), was there saying how he had finished his paper and was handing it in tonight cause he doesn't feel like waiting till next thursday...Especially since he has finals on Monday and then is done...I was like "no fair! I have 2 finals on Saturday" and he was kinda shocked and was "oh that sucks!!!!" lol yeah just a tad. I was shocked with myself since I finally talked to him...He's kinda cute and I've had 2 classes with him and I JUST start talking to him lol Last week I somewhat talked to him since he was wondering how to open the cd player on the MAC computers...I had no clue though lol So Mike came over and pushed the little button on the KEYBOARD and opened it lol Mac computers suck :P but anyways...

So I have 2 finals tomorrow..1 Tuesday (at 8AM :P ) and 2 due Thursday...I think I'm gonna mail my Economics paper to him on Thursday since he said we can...The Technical Writing paper...I dunno yet. We can pass it in early if we want, just bring it to the lady in the main office...But I think I'm just gonna go in at 4:10, give it to her and leave. Depends...We'll see. Our group got an A- on the oral report. A lot of people said I shouldn't have read what Ted made me read...Not that they knew he made me read it. I knew we didn't need to read it...It was completely pointless to read!! That and they all said I should have made eye contact and stuff like that..Speak louder. Not be so nervous. Yeah--try not to be sooo nervous talking infront of a class when you hate talking infront of people...Right! Whatever. I guess I should go get ready for work since I'm most likely gonna have to leave early cause the radio keeps saying it's bad out lol I haven't bothered looking yet. So yeah...I'm gonna go now lol later *btw--how cool is LJ to let us have 6 icons now ;)*